A Life Update.

What's been going on in my life?

Well, the last few weeks I have found myself being depressed, but it's something that I go through this time of every year. With the anniversary of my dad's and Mamaw's death a month apart, mother's and father's day, and my mom's birthday all within a two month span, I start the grieving a little and become depressed. I tend to write more darker. And become a recluse. Well, I a recluse all year long, and it's something I need to work on. I only have a few friends outside of my family. My best friends are all out of state, one is in New York and I haven't seen her in almost two years and the other one moved to Virginia for the summer.  I find it hard to make friends. When I moved to college, it took me several months to make friends.

As you know, I moved to Kentucky for four years for college, and I fell in love with the area I lived in. Several of my friends who stayed there told me I should stay, but at the time, I needed to be home. I knew mamaw was health was declining and Les's was pregnant with Lily. I felt at the time I needed to be home in Tennessee than staying in Kentucky. Now, I feel it was sort of a mistake. I felt this during the summer after graduating when I was struggling to find a job.   I find myself just wanting to pack up my room and move to Kentucky where several of my friends still live from college. Actually, I find myself thinking about moving more and more here lately. If I had the money and a job set up there, I would probably move there in a heart beat. But I am broke and would need a job there. There is a bigger reason that I have not just packed up and moved back to Kentucky. LILY! If Les and Lily would move with me and I could find a job there, I would move in a heart beat.

Speaking of Lily, she is getting so big. She will be three in August, and I can't believe how time flies. She is such an entertainer, and funny. I don't know where she gets some of the stuff she comes up with.

A month ago, spring semester came to a close. This semester was harder than the first semester. I was taking 13 credit hours, with two of those being online, which was the first online classes I ever took. I learned I like being in a physical classroom than online. So next semester I will be back down to part time status because I cannot not take classes during the day because I watch Lily during the day. I do have a class that I would love to take this next semester and I am currently enrolled in the class. It is though looking like that I will have to drop it since Lily will not be able to enroll into head start until next year. Tennessee had just moved the date up for when children to start head start, and Lily missed it by 11 days. I blogged about my first semester back that I made all As and Bs, and this semester I made all As and Bs again. The two Bs, came in my online classes. I am end up having to take a couple more classes online., but I probably will avoid taking online classes unless it's a have to case.


Peaceful and Happy Thoughts,
--Rue.